Paige Grace

My beautiful daughter Paige was born asleep on the 23/07/08 at 30 weeks and 5 days. She was so
perfect but shes now being looked after by her nanny. She left behind so many people who love and
miss her dearly, the little sister her brothers never got to know. Life is so unfair with no
justification. Sweet dreams my darling xXx

Jan 2008 i found out i was pregnant.. i was shocked it wasnt planned Aiden would only be 17 months
old when she would be born and 3 children under 4 would be a challenge to say the least! We grew to
love her though and looked forward to meeting her. All scans showed she was fine, at the 23 week
scan we found out it was a strong and healthy baby girl, just a little small but nothing to worry
about, we were so happy. It was a sunday night John come in after work and i mentioned i hadnt felt
her move all day (i wasnt really concerned as it had happened with Danny and he had been fine)
however John was more concerned, ran me a bath and said if i hadnt felt her by Eleven pm we were
going to the hospital - which i didnt (feel her). The rest of the night is still sureal, I rang the
hospital was told to go in 'just to be safe' Johns parents then came and got the boys and John and I
went to the hospital.I still wasnt particularly worried but was poking Paige thinking she was asleep
or something. We got to the hospital they tried finding her heartbeat she couldnt but the midwife
said the machine had been playing up so not to panic (i niavly - should i say - didnt) she got a dr
she tried; still nothing then the dr turned to us and said we'll take you upstairs for a scan but u
need to be warned - i doubt we'll find a heartbeat; Thats when it hit me like a ten ton truck - my
daughter was dead! I was told to go back in the morning so a trained sonographer could confirm her
death. Monday morning this was done and i was told to come back wednesday to be induced.

Wednesday 23rd July at 17:05 my beautiful baby girl was born asleep weighting 2lb 15oz.

Paige had a beautiful funeral service on monday 18th August were we had her cremated xXx

We recieved Paiges PM results on 6th Nov. I was hoping to get answers but now all i have are more
questions. According to the PM results Paige was perfectly healthy with no adnormalities in other
words theres no explaination apparently its just 'one of those things no one could have prevented'
im sorry but this isnt good enough healthy babies shouldnt die for no reason!

I love you darling xXx