| Location | Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 18/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,110 since 05/08/2008 |
| Creator |
My beautiful daughter Paige was born asleep on the 23/07/08 at 30 weeks and 5 days. She was so
perfect but shes now being looked after by her nanny. She left behind so many people who love and
miss her dearly, the little sister her brothers never got to know. Life is so unfair with no
justification. Sweet dreams my darling xXx
Jan 2008 i found out i was pregnant.. i was shocked it wasnt planned Aiden would only be 17 months
old when she would be born and 3 children under 4 would be a challenge to say the least! We grew to
love her though and looked forward to meeting her. All scans showed she was fine, at the 23 week
scan we found out it was a strong and healthy baby girl, just a little small but nothing to worry
about, we were so happy. It was a sunday night John come in after work and i mentioned i hadnt felt
her move all day (i wasnt really concerned as it had happened with Danny and he had been fine)
however John was more concerned, ran me a bath and said if i hadnt felt her by Eleven pm we were
going to the hospital - which i didnt (feel her). The rest of the night is still sureal, I rang the
hospital was told to go in 'just to be safe' Johns parents then came and got the boys and John and I
went to the hospital.I still wasnt particularly worried but was poking Paige thinking she was asleep
or something. We got to the hospital they tried finding her heartbeat she couldnt but the midwife
said the machine had been playing up so not to panic (i niavly - should i say - didnt) she got a dr
she tried; still nothing then the dr turned to us and said we'll take you upstairs for a scan but u
need to be warned - i doubt we'll find a heartbeat; Thats when it hit me like a ten ton truck - my
daughter was dead! I was told to go back in the morning so a trained sonographer could confirm her
death. Monday morning this was done and i was told to come back wednesday to be induced.
Wednesday 23rd July at 17:05 my beautiful baby girl was born asleep weighting 2lb 15oz.
Paige had a beautiful funeral service on monday 18th August were we had her cremated xXx
We recieved Paiges PM results on 6th Nov. I was hoping to get answers but now all i have are more
questions. According to the PM results Paige was perfectly healthy with no adnormalities in other
words theres no explaination apparently its just 'one of those things no one could have prevented'
im sorry but this isnt good enough healthy babies shouldnt die for no reason!
I love you darling xXx
Hello sweetheart, Im missing u so much darling. Mummy and Daddy r finding it really difficult to pick music and poetry for ur funeral its so sureal. I just wish u were still in my tummy kicking the hell out of me like you used to, to be looking forward to your birth and holding you breathing. I sometimes forget your gone, only for a split second until reality crashes around me.
I love u always darling xXx
My first little niece, it's so unfair that we will never get to enjoy having around as much as we do your brothers and your cousins, but rest assured sweet angel that you will be thought of every day. R.I.P Paige, gone but never ever forgotten, love you always, Auntie Sarah, Uncle Pete, Finley and Lola xxxxx
Hey Nic and John, This is a really lovely site for us all to write on for your little angle Paige..
How every one wishes things could be so different, just so we could all give her a little cuddle, but you no she's got her nanny with her taking the best care of her.
R.I.P Little Angel. xxxxxx
Im so sorry
Im so sorry for your loss. Paige will be looked after by the angels and although she is gone, she will always be in your heart and she knows how loved she is. My thoughts are with you.x
Hi Nicola
I still can't believe it. My thoughts are with you and hope that if you need to talk you know what my numbers are. I miss you so much and in your time of need all i want to do is give you a hug! I hope we can chat soon, when you are feelin up to a conversation send me a text and i will call you! BIGS HUGS BABE....RIP Paige you'll be missed but Auntie Diane will take good care of you!
Sleep Well Angel!!
Hey babe!
Auntie Kerrie here, really wish things could have been soo different and i could have got to spend the time with you and enjoy your company as much as i do your 2 brothers!
R.I.P Angel and look down and take care of us all down here!
Love you forever babe!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Ask My Mummy How She Is...
My Mummy, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mummy how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mummy how she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright.'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Mummy how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mummy how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping.'
For God's sake Mummy, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, 'You're lucky to get in here, Mummy,
With all the lies you told!'
for you nichola
We are connected, my child and I
By an invisible cord not seen by the eye,
It’s not like the cord that connects us till birth
This cord can’t be seen by any on earth.
This cord does its work right off from the start
It binds us together attached to my heart,
I know that it’s there though no-one can see
The invisible cord from my baby to me.
The strength of this cord is hard to describe
It can’t be destroyed, it can’t be denied,
It’s stronger than any cord man could create
It withstands any test and can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, now you’re not here with me
The cord is still there although no-one can see,
It pulls at my heart: I am bruised, I am sore
But this cord is my lifeline as never before.
I am thankful that God can connect us this way
A mother and child – death can’t take that away,
Although it is painful, I would never deny
This cord that connects us, my child and I.
Love to you all from ann&adam and angel kimberly ann xxxxxxxx
sending you my love
hi just wanted to say that i know what your going through and lots of other people are here too in the same position, if you ever want to chat just send me an email, it so hard it wont be easy i know, but i want to tell you my thoughts and love are with you and all the family, take care of each other.
love and hugs forever. thinking of youxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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