| Location | Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 18/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,108 since 05/08/2008 |
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My beautiful daughter Paige was born asleep on the 23/07/08 at 30 weeks and 5 days. She was so
perfect but shes now being looked after by her nanny. She left behind so many people who love and
miss her dearly, the little sister her brothers never got to know. Life is so unfair with no
justification. Sweet dreams my darling xXx
Jan 2008 i found out i was pregnant.. i was shocked it wasnt planned Aiden would only be 17 months
old when she would be born and 3 children under 4 would be a challenge to say the least! We grew to
love her though and looked forward to meeting her. All scans showed she was fine, at the 23 week
scan we found out it was a strong and healthy baby girl, just a little small but nothing to worry
about, we were so happy. It was a sunday night John come in after work and i mentioned i hadnt felt
her move all day (i wasnt really concerned as it had happened with Danny and he had been fine)
however John was more concerned, ran me a bath and said if i hadnt felt her by Eleven pm we were
going to the hospital - which i didnt (feel her). The rest of the night is still sureal, I rang the
hospital was told to go in 'just to be safe' Johns parents then came and got the boys and John and I
went to the hospital.I still wasnt particularly worried but was poking Paige thinking she was asleep
or something. We got to the hospital they tried finding her heartbeat she couldnt but the midwife
said the machine had been playing up so not to panic (i niavly - should i say - didnt) she got a dr
she tried; still nothing then the dr turned to us and said we'll take you upstairs for a scan but u
need to be warned - i doubt we'll find a heartbeat; Thats when it hit me like a ten ton truck - my
daughter was dead! I was told to go back in the morning so a trained sonographer could confirm her
death. Monday morning this was done and i was told to come back wednesday to be induced.
Wednesday 23rd July at 17:05 my beautiful baby girl was born asleep weighting 2lb 15oz.
Paige had a beautiful funeral service on monday 18th August were we had her cremated xXx
We recieved Paiges PM results on 6th Nov. I was hoping to get answers but now all i have are more
questions. According to the PM results Paige was perfectly healthy with no adnormalities in other
words theres no explaination apparently its just 'one of those things no one could have prevented'
im sorry but this isnt good enough healthy babies shouldnt die for no reason!
I love you darling xXx
FOR YOU NICOLA
I could'nt imagine in all the world a better friend then you keep your chin up chick love always ann xxxxxxx
Hi sweety, Got an appointment for ur post mortem results today! But daddys away training so ive got to change the appointment but it doesnt look hopeful, its not something i particularly want to do alone but i need to know why! To know i didnt do nething to make u die! I love my beautiful baby girl forever xXx
Oh Paige, u shud b due in two weeks time it feels so wrong that u av already been born an angel. It still isnt real and yet the pain is. I cnt help but wonder if ud b born nxt wk - early like ur brothers - what ur weight wud av been, just so many questions and never avin an answer! I love and miss u soo much my darling just wish i cud hold u.
Ur nephews r due in a few weeks and its going to b so difficult knowing u shud av been a couple wks old in mummys arms wen theyre born i know i sound selfish and im happy for them but its just a constant reminder of what i shud av.
I will always love u babe and u will always b my third born and no matter what happens u will never ever b forgotten xXx
god bless
God bless Paige!
Another angel that is up in heaven playing with the other lil angels.
Thanks for the message you sent :) it is really sweet. Am here for you if u want to talk. I wanted to chat to someone who has been through same.
xxx
Hello darling,
I just want you to know i think of you every day. I wish i could be nearer your Mummy so that i could comfort her during her hard days.
Big hugs little angel,
love you
xxxxx
Hey sweety! Im soo angry and upset all at the same time! Daddy rang the funeral directors this afternoon because we hadnt heard from them as to your ashes, and they told daddy there isnt any. I know we were told that might b a posability but i would have thought they wud b something even if it was just the remains of ur coffin just so i had something of u!To put with nanny to av somewhere2 go thats for u! I just cant believe they didnt even ring to tell us!! :@
But i love u babe so does daddy and i know ur always be in my heart i just miss u soo much!! I love u xXx
Thanks Nicola for commenting on my lil Jacks page!
Things are so hard. My little man would be two weeks old tomorrow!
I do sometimes feel that I cant go on where its so hard and painful.
I feel so lost & empty. I'm sure you can identify. I also feel like why, I know people say that our babies must be so special - I dont mean to sound selfish but tht doesnt sound like a good enough reason for them to leave their mummy's and daddy's. They didnt even get a chance :(
Sorry to offload onto your lovely page! I am sure you can identify tho. I would love to chat to you cos I dont really have anyone whos been in my situation to talk to atm! Nevertheless I have loads of family support - just no friends.
I hope your Paige & my Jack can stick together along with their other angel relatives & babies & play together - just how they would their siblings.
R.i.P Paige xx
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