| Location | Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 18/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,108 since 05/08/2008 |
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My beautiful daughter Paige was born asleep on the 23/07/08 at 30 weeks and 5 days. She was so
perfect but shes now being looked after by her nanny. She left behind so many people who love and
miss her dearly, the little sister her brothers never got to know. Life is so unfair with no
justification. Sweet dreams my darling xXx
Jan 2008 i found out i was pregnant.. i was shocked it wasnt planned Aiden would only be 17 months
old when she would be born and 3 children under 4 would be a challenge to say the least! We grew to
love her though and looked forward to meeting her. All scans showed she was fine, at the 23 week
scan we found out it was a strong and healthy baby girl, just a little small but nothing to worry
about, we were so happy. It was a sunday night John come in after work and i mentioned i hadnt felt
her move all day (i wasnt really concerned as it had happened with Danny and he had been fine)
however John was more concerned, ran me a bath and said if i hadnt felt her by Eleven pm we were
going to the hospital - which i didnt (feel her). The rest of the night is still sureal, I rang the
hospital was told to go in 'just to be safe' Johns parents then came and got the boys and John and I
went to the hospital.I still wasnt particularly worried but was poking Paige thinking she was asleep
or something. We got to the hospital they tried finding her heartbeat she couldnt but the midwife
said the machine had been playing up so not to panic (i niavly - should i say - didnt) she got a dr
she tried; still nothing then the dr turned to us and said we'll take you upstairs for a scan but u
need to be warned - i doubt we'll find a heartbeat; Thats when it hit me like a ten ton truck - my
daughter was dead! I was told to go back in the morning so a trained sonographer could confirm her
death. Monday morning this was done and i was told to come back wednesday to be induced.
Wednesday 23rd July at 17:05 my beautiful baby girl was born asleep weighting 2lb 15oz.
Paige had a beautiful funeral service on monday 18th August were we had her cremated xXx
We recieved Paiges PM results on 6th Nov. I was hoping to get answers but now all i have are more
questions. According to the PM results Paige was perfectly healthy with no adnormalities in other
words theres no explaination apparently its just 'one of those things no one could have prevented'
im sorry but this isnt good enough healthy babies shouldnt die for no reason!
I love you darling xXx
Hey my little princess.
Im starting to wonder if i have come to terms with losing you, it still feels like it all happened to someone else, i know i have a whole in my heart and in my life where you should be but it feels distant, im still so comfussed! Maybe this is my way of dealing with it maybe this is how its ment to be maybe i wil never know! But do not doubt my love for you my angel. Love always mummy xXx
Hello my Beautiful Angel
Sorry I have'nt written on here before.
You are a very very special girly to me you are my first and only grandaughter and will always hold a very special place in my heart. I hope that you and Nanny have fun playing games up there in heaven.
Love you Always
Loads of Love and Kisses
Nanny michelle
xxxxxxxxxxx
Hope u and ur angels are wrapped up warm in the snowy weather baby girl love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello angel
Auntie Kerry here again babe
Missing you loads darling not a day goes by when I dont think of you.
I will never understand why you was taken from us all, especially your Mummy nd Daddy they both have so much love you and it really just dont seem fair!
I can only wish you was still here so i could watch my beautiful neice grow up and get to know her, i bet you would have been a right character just like your 2 big brothers.
Auntie Kerry love you loads babe and always will
I send kisses upto heaven for you our angel
xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Darling, please stay with Mummy and Daddy. They are finding things so hard at the moment, they need you babygirl, none of us will EVER understand why you were taken from them, they have so much love for you. I just wish i could help them, but nothing can take their pain away, just let them know you're with them every now and again. Love you so much angel, big hugs, just wish i could hold you tight xxx
Hi angel, i love u so much, i know i dnt come on here often its just to painful, i miss you so much Paige just wish i had you here!
Happy christmas sweetheart, todays been really hard you shud av been here today to open your presents, but Danny opened them for u he was so sweet he turned and sed mum cn i open my baby sisters present he was such a proud look on his face as he opened ur angel braclet! I hope u had fun today my darling i love and miss u soo much darling forever n always xXx
Hey sweetheart, we got your PM results but i still have my questions why!!?? I know if you cud u wud give me a reason. I know it sounds cruel but part of me was hoping u were ill so u are now at peace from pian to know it was for the best but thats not the case. It hurts even more now to know you should be in my arms you would av been smiling at me by now and yet ur not - for no good reason. I just cnt get my head around it, its so hard not to shut the world out all i want to do is curl up in bed with you in my arms knowing ur with me and safe. I wnt tho i have to carry on for ur brothers who i love dearly and i know im lucky and thankful to av them but i love you too, they will b told all about u, Danny already knows but Aidens to young but he will soon. You will never b forgotten sweetheart i love u and miss you deeply xXx
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