| Location | Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 18/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,147 since 05/08/2008 |
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My beautiful daughter Paige was born asleep on the 23/07/08 at 30 weeks and 5 days. She was so perfect but shes now being looked after by her nanny. She left behind so many people who love and miss her dearly, the little sister her brothers never got to know. Life is so unfair with no justification. Sweet dreams my darling xXx
Jan 2008 i found out i was pregnant.. i was shocked it wasnt planned Aiden would only be 17 months old when she would be born and 3 children under 4 would be a challenge to say the least! We grew to love her though and looked forward to meeting her. All scans showed she was fine, at the 23 week scan we found out it was a strong and healthy baby girl, just a little small but nothing to worry about, we were so happy. It was a sunday night John come in after work and i mentioned i hadnt felt her move all day (i wasnt really concerned as it had happened with Danny and he had been fine) however John was more concerned, ran me a bath and said if i hadnt felt her by Eleven pm we were going to the hospital - which i didnt (feel her). The rest of the night is still sureal, I rang the hospital was told to go in 'just to be safe' Johns parents then came and got the boys and John and I went to the hospital.I still wasnt particularly worried but was poking Paige thinking she was asleep or something. We got to the hospital they tried finding her heartbeat she couldnt but the midwife said the machine had been playing up so not to panic (i niavly - should i say - didnt) she got a dr she tried; still nothing then the dr turned to us and said we'll take you upstairs for a scan but u need to be warned - i doubt we'll find a heartbeat; Thats when it hit me like a ten ton truck - my daughter was dead! I was told to go back in the morning so a trained sonographer could confirm her death. Monday morning this was done and i was told to come back wednesday to be induced.
Wednesday 23rd July at 17:05 my beautiful baby girl was born asleep weighting 2lb 15oz.
Paige had a beautiful funeral service on monday 18th August were we had her cremated xXx
We recieved Paiges PM results on 6th Nov. I was hoping to get answers but now all i have are more questions. According to the PM results Paige was perfectly healthy with no adnormalities in other words theres no explaination apparently its just 'one of those things no one could have prevented' im sorry but this isnt good enough healthy babies shouldnt die for no reason!
I love you darling xXx
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
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*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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just for you little angel xx
ჱܓ Just popped in ჱܓ
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Just popped in to send some love xx
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
I cant believe its been two years since you was taken from us. I hope u have a lovely birthday doing some lovely things. Love and miss you lots my precious little angel. Lots of love from Nanny xxxx
Happy 2nd Birthday
today is your second birthday Paige, hope you have a great time wherever you and whoever you are with. Auntie Kerrie and Nanny will be going to put a flower each down for you today them will have a candle lit indoors all day for you! I love and miss you soo much angle. R.I.P xxxxx
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
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